September 2010
1 post
2011
we goin in!
get hype
August 2010
5 posts
13 dayssss......♥
life itself, as i know it, is changing, transforming to show what the future holds. leaving enemies behind, deserted in the past full of lies, deceit and betrayal. who to trust other than myself? instincts are strong and seek out the faithful and loyal from the spineless, two-faced users and abusers. no room for posers or wanna-bes, followers or tag-along-girls. u wanna start this race? cuz we can...
July 2010
1 post
June 2010
6 posts
you’re just like the rest of them..no wonder they use you -_-
Nickel and Dimed...
a book about how it’s hard to get by when youre not a rich white person but instead a lower class blue-collar worker tryina make it in a rich white person’s world.
umm… i already live this…why do i have to bother reading it?
so the woman learned how hard it is…FALSE. she had a bank account, health insurance, an education and a car and multiple aids just waiting for...
there's soo many ways to love ya
got me sayin ohh mah gosh, im soo caught up, i found you finalllyyyyyy <3
it's definitely summer
cleaning all day, getting yelled @ for the stupidest things, being told what i can’t do, feeling unappreciated, being cut off from damn near all my friends, forced to be shut up in the house…
yeah..it’s summer all right. 84 more days til im back in the sanctuary that is westtown. 140 days til im free from parental control. cant wait to be 18..
im sprung...?
waiting up for you late at night, always eager to talk to you no matter what im doin, spending all day thinkin about you
it’s as if I’ve…
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for you (all over again) <3
you make me feel like...
…a different person <3
April 2010
1 post
What. The. Hell.
First of all. You do NOT know me. You don’t know shit about me. So yo ass shouldn’t be saying a damn thing about me.
Secondly. How dare you say I don’t try, and I don’t give my all. How DARE you complain about me when you don’t know shit about what I’m capable of or my current situation(s).You’ve never even done the shit I do, so how you gonna tell me...
March 2010
10 posts
the cure to a very shitty weekend: a perfect boyfriend <3
angry? or disappointed? heartless? or heartache? am i in the wrong for feeling left behind, abandoned and forgotten? is it my fault that i am where i am? is it wrong to think that maybe i should be doin something different? am i wasting my time fantasizing about happiness that ill never achieve? places ill never get to, things ill never be able to do? am i not good enough? not appealing enough?...
CoD: boredom
ToD: Sunday, March 14th, 6:30 am
final wishes: i wish i were with him and not at home <3
R.I.P.
“BEP we definite -ly on some next level shiiiit”
– APL
@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!! I am NOT a maid! I am NOT a babysitter. I am not a dishwasher! AND I AM NOT A FUCKING THERAPIST YOU CAN YELL AT TO MAKE URSELF FEEL BETTER!
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
so shut the fuck up and deal with your own goddamn problems! AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK OUT OF IT! DAMN!
…oh how i wish i could scream all of this out loud and leave this house once...
“Do I want you because you’re wonderful?
Or are you wonderful because I...”
– Cinderella
Things to do over Spring Break 2010
- DO NOT get sick
- RUN! stay in shape
- sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep in every day :)
- eat like a grown ass man
- game — play that PS3!
- stay in contact when he goes to cali <3
- visit colleges?
- kick it wit bri
- movies?
- try not to be a maid
- get yelled @ over grades (it is inevitable)
- make it back to WT in one piece
let’s do this!
February 2010
1 post
gastritus.
FML. got two months to get it outta my system…id rather have a gi virus
back to school sunday night…lovely. -_-
January 2010
1 post
long winter weekend - part one
Friday:
got home, pounced on by niko, reunited with family, mcdonalds for dinner, gilmore girls, wwe smackdown, talked to my angel, nausea, took pepcid, not any better, sleep.
Saturday:
woke up, felt fine, visited by grandparents, began talking to my angel fir the day again, breakfast, couldn’t eat, got dressed, hair permed, sudden appetite, hairdressers for 3 hours, back home, more...
December 2009
2 posts
home sweet home for the holidays
i have:
watched a full season of the gilmore girls
continued to knit a rich purple scarf
played pokemon for hours (yes, i am in fact a nerd)
gone outside to enjoy 2 feet of snow! totally built a fort with my sister
buried my dog…well, he kinda did it himself, he loves snow xD
eaten a pineapple and maraschino cherry salad - loved it!
managed to somehow become a maid AGAIN -_-
make my...
November 2009
6 posts
perfection: found in my other half
17
wow
2 more days
love
i’ve finally found it :)
October 2009
21 posts
PASSAGE:
a journey of my physical being through the movement of my soul ♥
Dance = Blood on the Dancefloor
already with a victim in mind.
STRESS
duz it evr go away?
studyhall with john and nigel
funniest thing of my life xD
“and people will be like dude, there’s a famous bilingual author and a...”
– john townsend
xD
and they say students are gonna burn down the...
first kwesi and his 3 am eggs, now deb and her pot-on-fire in balderston. damn teachers, get it together, will ya? -_-
diagnosis: emotional breakdown
reason: ???
literally out of nowhere. no idea why. could be stress, could be loneliness, could be…anything…
kinda buggin me out tho..going from happy to upset to happy again isn’t the most fun thing on my agenda…gotta fix that
til then i guess..
